I just want to know what it feels like to not want anybody. To just be completely content on my own. I’ve wanted you for so long. I hate the dependency. If you’re not there, I’m not happy. I hate that.
“The woods are lovely, dark, and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep. ”
On a search for self. who am I? who do I want to be? where am I? where am I hoping to be? All questions that I’m longing for the answers to.
“There are a lot of priorities in my life that I need to get straight. A lot of choices I need to make in order to better my future. A lot of times when people mess up they tend to blame their problems on something else instead of taking account for it. Making excuses for why I messed up is only making my tendency to mess up again greater. Only way to solve a problem is to fix it. I have to evaluate the people around me too. I need friends around me who are ambitious, have goals and plans for their future not just going out and getting drunk on the weekends. Only including people who want to see me succeed. I have no time for failure and can not afford to fail. This summers big for me so if you arnt helping me move in the right direction peace” -LGEII